Hatebreed – Defeatist

Trapped within your own apathy
Spiraling into a cycle of loss
Beaten mind with a bruised reflection
It’s addiction to failure of substances
That ties you to your selfish punishment
In you eyes it’s cursed
No fix, no cure, tortured with imperfection
Your hatred is aimless
This is my hatred, this is my vow
Never to be broken
Erogenous
Cause you HATE yourself
And you HATE this world
And you HATE the fact
That you HATE every moment

Defeatist, you and I will never be the same!
I’ve taken this vow of hatred, TAKE THE VOW
A promise to myself to never be my own defeatist
This is my hatred, this is my vow
Never to be broken

Cause you HATE yourself
And you HATE this world
And you HATE the fact
That you HATE every moment

Defeatist, you and I will never be the same!

I take this vow
I take this vow of hatred
I take this vow, never to be broken

Watch the DEFTONES tear up SANDSTONE AMPHITHEATER here at BONNER SPRINGS, KS in 1996.

Oh man, I love all of this vintage footage. Could you imagine back in 1996 holding that mega VHS recorder on your shoulder? This is some more local greatness from the 90′s. It’s the DEFTONES playing at Sandstone right down the street from where I am. The only album they had out at the time was Adrenaline so that’s all you’re gonna hear. I saw them at this exact location in 2006 but I would absolutely love to be in that 1996 crowd right now.

Anti-Christmas Ritual! Gut your neighbor and fuck a goat!

Tired of all of the holly jolly, fa la la la la crap? Is all of this Jesus and Christmas talk making your head hurt? Well hopefully I can cure what ails you with these blasphemous songs! HAIL SANTA…..I mean SATAN!

Kicking off this ritual will be a song from Behemoth. The song is properly called “Antichristian Phenomenon“. Enjoy.

 

BEST MUSIC VIDEOS OF 2011!!!!!!

I’ve really never paid too much attention to music videos. I’ve always appreciated bootlegged videos because I love seeing the band in their natural habitat. Nowadays, I try to appreciate music videos a little more. Whether it’s a pro-shot live version or an artsy fartsy video that doesn’t even show the band at all; I’ve come to watch these videos with a different mind set. This year was a great year for videos, there were some interesting places for bands to play that wasn’t a typical empty warehouse or random field. Some videos didn’t even show the band at all but captured the feeling of the song perfectly. These 10 videos were my favorite of 2011 and I hope you enjoy them as well.

10. Woods of YpresI Was Buried In Mount Pleasant Cemetery. This video is what got me into the band and what sparked my interest of many many other things. It’s a long song/video but it held my interest after all of these months. Interesting shots and with the combination of the band performing, it makes for one really good video. I find the ending shots to be both odd and cool at the same time, when it transfers to light and dark shots. I wonder why they decided to blur out the sides of the lens though, you can’t see the bassist and other guitarist at all really.

9. Chelsea WolfeMer. The lighting and style of this video is fucking awesome. Chelsea’s voice is so haunting and beautiful at the same time. I really have no clue what’s going on but I like what I’m seeing. I honestly just love the shot when it’s focused on Chelsea singing in front of the two candles on the wall. There is something just mesmerizing about that part of the video.

8. The Devin Townsend ProjectJuular. It’s Devin Townsend, how could this not be awesome? It’s so damn creative and the fact that Devin is dressed up like a crazy old man blowing on some tube while being shackled by some mistress makes it even weirder/better. Where are they going on this train?  Whatever the case may be, it’s intense and soothing at the same time. Townsends vocals are epic man, EPIC.

7. MastodonDeathbound. Mr. Roger’s Neighborhood meets complete Muppet mayhem. So fun to watch and the song itself is really good.

6. Suicide SilenceYou Only Live Once. A unique music video that places the band in a shooting range. In between the cartoon characters with guns and their targets. The effects are good (except for the arrow) and the video is fun to watch. All of those people at the range are creepy, like Tim Burton’s remake of The Chocolate Factory creepy. Oh man, quality video.

5. RevocationNo Funeral. It’s just Revocation performing in an empty theater. What more do you really need? The video kicks major ass considering there is not much to it. Just some great angles and shots of the band. Very good song and I love the close ups of David’s face while he belts out his vocals. I love watching this band perform, it’s like porn. Metal porn. Stimulates the eyes and ears. Very cheeky video indeed.

4. Valient ThorrSleeper Awakes. Good song, funny video! Sing along and enjoy yourself!

3. Last Chance To ReasonUpload Complete. It’s the awesome band performing the awesome song with video games and brilliant camera work. Fuck yes!

2. Motionless In WhiteImmaculate Misconception. Not really my type of music (I don’t like the clean vocals he does) but the imagery and point Chris is making I 100% agree with. Dee Snyder also makes an appearance and whips the shit out of him. You get to see the band perform, you get to see a crucifixion and there is neon jizz everywhere. Also, I got chills AND got a dose of adrenaline when Chris kicked the FUCK out of that guy in the chest. OH MAN I WANTED TO KICK SOMEONE IN THE C HEST AFTER I SAW THAT!

1. BEHEMOTH – LUCIFER. The images. The costume design. The acting. The effects and the song itself, masterful. Produced and directed by Dariusz Szermanowicz and Grupa 13, they bring forth one hell of a video. Lucifer also is another chapter in the return of Nergal, back from his Leukemia that he went through. Seeing Adam Darski sing his parts is absolutely chilling. This is my favorite song on the album and I’m so glad they made a quality video for it. HAIL BEHEMOTH!!!

Work and the hectic holiday season

I’m having an extremely hard time keeping up with work and blogging time has taken a definitely hiatus for now. I’ll be posting still but not nearly as much. My apologies. Here is what I’m working on so far.

- 2 discussion threads

- Korn Qreview! for “The Path of Totality”

- 5 posts for “Best of 2011″

- Anti-Christian songs for Christmas posts

Also starting on Top 10 Six Feet Under songs.

Thanks for sticking with me and keep headbanging. These 12 hour work days are fucking nuts!

Coal Chamber – Not Living

realize I’m dead I’m fucked in the head I’m not living without you.
My life is a game my life is a shame I’m not living without you.
My lifes alone my life is alone I’m not living without you.
You’re bleeding me you’re bleeding me you’re bleeding me.
You’re bleeding.
I realize I’m dead I’m fucked in the head I’m not living without you.
My life is a game my life is a shame I’m not living without you.
This heart has been choked and my life is a joke and I’m not living without you.
My life is alone my life is alone I’m not living without you.
You’re bleeding me you’re bleeding me you’re bleeding me.
You’re bleeding…
You! You’ve taken all from me.
What I have to see.
What I cannot be inside you.
My love my god my love bleeding me.
What’s this?
What’s this? I can’t live.
I realize im dead I’m fucked in the head.
I’m not living without you.
My life is a game my life is a shame.
I’m not living without you.
This heart is a joke and my life has been choked.
And I’m not living without you.
And my life is a game my life is a shame.
I’m not living without you.
You’re bleeding me you’re bleeding me you’re bleeding me.
You’re bleeding… You!